Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Moving Along

It looks like we will be moving on Thursday. Obviously, I have been up to my eyeballs in boxes and getting ready to go. I wanted to move my sewing machines and fragile items myself, and Alan won't let anyone touch our computers! The movers will pack up the leftovers and get us hauled over to the new place.

At any rate, I will be off of the internet for probably about a week. Don't worry!

My blood sugar numbers have come down enough to lower my insulin again, and I am doing better with my exercise. Our doctor vist went well and he was pleased with how I am doing -- even if I haven't lost anymore. Hopefully the lower insulin and the increased exercise will fix the scale!

Have a great week!

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

Good Start for a New Week

I had a good start for the new week. I walked 3.5 miles yesterday and had 1250 calories total. My blood sugars continue to come down closer to normal and my weight dropped back down to 230. Hooray!

This is a busy week. I took the truck in yesterday to have the air bag fixed and the oil changed, etc. There was a recall on the air bag -- evidently they have had some of them deploy for no reason. Ouch! I am glad to have that fixed so we don't have any nasty surprises.

I will be giving notice at the old apartment today and we will be talking to the movers this week. We will also have our last checkup with Dr. Wang. We will need a new doctor because of the new insurance plan, so we might as well find one that will be in Irvine. It looks like we will have a dentist and an optometrist right across the street from the new apartment. It looks like we will make up some of the higher rent in lower gasoline bills!

Hope you all are having a great week.

Saturday, June 18, 2011

Hip, Hip, Away, Away!

I have had a bunch of things to celebrate the past few days. First of all, I am officially in a smaller size! I have been tugging up my pants, so I decided to try on a smaller pair of jeans. To my amazement, a size 20 fit perfectly -- not too tight -- just right! Hooray!

We also went today to sign up for a new apartment in Irvine. We found a complex that we fell in love with. It is only 1 mile for Alan to walk to work. We figure most days I will walk with him, since I try to walk at least 2 miles in the morning anyway.

The complex is also next to a 44 mile long bike/hiking trail that goes both north and south. You can actually take it about 10 miles down to the Pacific Ocean, or north up past Tustin to several different parks. Since we love to walk, this is just perfect! We may just go to Walmart and pick up a couple of bicycles, too.

Our new apartment is on the 3rd floor, so Alan joked that we were getting a new "stairmaster" for free! Across the street is a shopping center with a grocery, pharmacy, and just about anything else you might need. So I won't need the car to go shopping.

We are really pleased and hope to move in around the first week in July.

Meanwhile, I had some birthday goodies today -- so way too many calories. However, I did do 10,230 steps for 3.71 miles, so it wasn't all bad.

Hope you all have a great Sunday!

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Back in the Groove

I feel like I am almost back into my groove, and that feels good!

Yesterday my blood sugar average was 153 at 74 total units of insulin. I walked twice and reached 10,472 steps. That came out to 3.8 miles. And my total calories were 1309 for the day.

Today my numbers were very similar, although my calories for the day came out to 1530.

Hopefully, after about a week I will get my blood sugar numbers down closer to an average of 100 for the day. Then I can start reducing the insulin again.

Since my insulin level is higher, my weight has been sitting at between 230 to 234. I sure can't wait to get into the 220s!

Monday, June 13, 2011

Pretty Good Weekend

I thought this weekend would be a bad one, because my honey had to work long hours rather than go have fun with me. But it turned out not to be too bad. I made major progress on a baby quilt for my new niece, Julie. It has a large pink elephant appliqued in the middle. Fun!

I got back into my Bible study, and that helped a lot. I am going verse by verse through Isaiah at the moment.

I got my blood sugar average down to 165 on 74 units of insulin. So that was a big improvement, too. Part of that was getting back into the exercise after breakfast and dinner. Did well with the breakfast exercise, but not so good with after dinner. So I need to work harder on that this week.

My weight this morning was 233. Still up from where I had been, but going back down. So my plan for this week is just more of the same:

Daily Bible study and prayer
Get blood sugars level at about 100
Exercise for 1 hour after breakfast and dinner
Get the calories down to about 1400 intake

Saturday, June 11, 2011

Reving Back Up

Yesterday went much better, although I still have a ways to get back to where I was. At least this morning I lost 2 of the pounds that I had regained.

Average BS:       184  Still too high
Insulin Level:        98   Total for the day
Exercise:              30 minutes after breakfast, 30 minutes after dinner
Steps:             6,114
Miles:                2.21

Yesterday's weight:          234
This morning's weight:     232

Friday, June 10, 2011

Where Am I and Where Am I Heading?

Where Am I?
Well, I have regained a few pounds, so I am at 234 this morning. What is worse is that my blood sugars have soared up into the 200s again. I tried for several days to raise my insulin a little and increase my exercise, but it wasn't enough.

Where Am I Heading? My new goals for the coming week:

First, I need to get back into my prayer and Bible study time. I let that slip, but it is my primary weapon in this battle for change

Second, I need to get the blood sugar back under control. So I am raising my insulin back up to its previous high level. As I increase my exercise again, I will be able to reduce the insulin back down. But first, I have to get this into normal ranges. (I really do hate diabetes!!!)

Third, I need to get back to 1 hour of walking or other moderate exercise after breakfast and after dinner. This is a must to keep those sugars in control.

Fourth, I am going to watch my calories this week, but not obsess about it until my blood sugars are back to normal and steady.

Fifth -- CHILL OUT! I have been really stressed about things in my life for the past week, but worry never helps and certainly hurts. So stop it already!

Thanks again for all of the input and encouragement out there. Hopefully, I will see some pounds start to come off again soon.

Thursday, June 9, 2011

AWOL and Thank God for Blog Buddies!

I've been AWOL from my blog as well as my new life plan. I got completely off track the past week and was too embarassed and ashamed to write about it.

How stupid can you get? That's the whole point of blogging each day -- so that you can admit when you've blown it and get back on track. Sigh!

So there I was, beating myself up over it, and I decided to start catching up on my blog buddies sites. Wow! Why did I wait so long to do that? You all are an amazing bunch that so inspire me! There were so many comments that went right to the issues I had been facing all week. Just what I needed to hear.

I think two things are really going to help me get back into the battle of a new life style. One was a comment that my brother-in-law posted on Facebook:

"You cannot take charge of the present if you are busy reliving the setbacks of the past."

That was a great reminder that when I fail to meet my goals, I need to confess it to God, ask forgiveness, and then let it go. I tend to wallow too much.

The second help was that so many of you set specific, measurable goals for the day, the week, and the month. I really haven't done that other than really general goals.

So I am going to sleep tonight happy and ready to continue the fight tomorrow. I will think about some specific goals and then work to meet them.

Thanks you all!

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

What a Difference a Good Breakfast Makes!

Since I last posted, I raised my breakfast calories to about 400 to 450. Wow! What a difference!

It has made it much easier to get my total calories for the day down to around 1500 total for the last few days and to increase the time and intensity of my exercise. And my energy levels have stayed up throughout the day. Hooray!

Bottom line -- I am down to 229 pounds. Hip, hip, hooray!